Sometimes you just have to crash. You have to let yourself feel things, even the scary or sad or painful or stressful things - you let in the darkness for a little bit, struggle through it, and then come out on the other side feeling alive again. Without the winter, would the coming of Spring feel nearly as good? (Though personally, I could get approximately 2 weeks of winter and start desperately needing Spring already) But what I'm saying is, I know that it is okay to need to be sad for a little bit, even if there is no real reason behind it. And as soon as you're ready to be happy again, take a walk in the spring sunshine and remember how good life is. Things fall into place, and there is always something you yourself can take control of to make your little corner of the world better and more colorful.